Day 1 of zero contact or anything...
It kills me to know she's online somewhere. That she has an away message up that I can't read. That she's done shit on Facebook I don't know about, a bulletin on Myspace.
I know this is all for the better but....it already feels empty. Not as depressing as before or in the same way, just emptiness.
I hope by her being in the same way w/ me it brings it about some too, that maybe this will make her miss me.
I'm sure it'll be easier as it goes on but right now it's just hard.
It's also hard knowing that I can look at it anytime I really wanted; she doesn't have me blocked on AIM or FB back, which I asked so that whenever I am ready to talk to her I can look at it.
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