12/20/07

whatever and ever

I don't know why but the past day or two I've been missing her more. Can't put my finger on it. I'm improving and am doing a lot better than I have been but....recently it's hit me harder. Last night I had another one of those miss her really bad nights.

I guess I have some hope that things with her and Eric aren't going great but I know they've probably seen alot of each other the past week. and will more.

If I can't have her back I want somebody in my life. Someone new to focus on. Someone new that appreciates me.

I didn't do anything wrong to her god damn it. I treated her so well. Fuck her for not realizing it.

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